Post Mid Terms Emo-ness

Yeah yeah mid-terms just ended...
*woohoo...*

so I'm just gonna party all weekend to celebrate this glorious event no?

...

No I don't think so.

Anyway some other few things I should mention here.

On Monday,
Congratulations Natalie.

You must've done spectacular for your public speaking.

Just so you know,
my friend there got a RM8000 scholarship from Sunway University
and I think RM 600 for herself as well.

and has anything that Joel has accomplished is anywhere near THAT?

I think my best accomplishment is when I actually didn't fail history for SPM

NOW THAT IS WHAT I CALL AN ACHIEVEMENT

HA
HA
HA

If you have not noticed the sarcasm, then you must be naive indeed.

Once again I have painstakingly evaluated myself.

Kicking myself at every corner possible.

Just to remind me how much

I SUCK.

Ironic that Natalie is my best friend.

Maybe its not good for health,

having a best friend who pretty much engulfs your life with envy and self hate.

she ain't the only one though.

Hey lets take a look at Marcus.

Oh look!

He's the Head Prefect, surprise surprise.
He got a full scholarship in college.
Well done mate.

Maybe I should go get one too.

Oh wait.

I'm Joel.

Just just Joel.

I can't.

What have I done in my life that I can be proud of?

...

I'm thinking,

really really thinking.

I still conclude that passing my history in SPM is probably the
BEST DAMN THING THAT COULD HAPPEN TO ME.

I think I'll go kick myself some more.

Byeeeeee