Gonna go back home in approx two weeks time.
How fast will two weeks pass by?
I think its pretty fast.
Though when I'm back home, my ex-college mates are probably in Penang I think.
I was wondering,
How do people not fear death?
Ah touchie touchie topic.
I'll rephrase the question then.
Does one ever feel restless thinking about the afterlife?
How do you think you're gonna feel when you know the end is near?
Doesn't the thought scare you?
It could be that since I'm staying overseas alone,
I'm more prone to feel more loneliness than I normally do,
thus creating more insecurity relating to something like "die alone".
Ramblings made by me at this time shouldn't be considered rational nor logical.
I just feel lonely damn it.
Sleepless nights aren't helping me either.
JojoNuts
its normal to feel that way, especially when ur staying overseas. come to think of it..it makes me think too, of hows my life gonna be if one day i ever got a chance to study overseas, but alone.
ReplyDeleteinsecurity and the dear of "die alone" is unavoidable, many ppl has it. but never forget that He is always with us, and also our family and beloved ones. well maybe not physically, but mentally, u always have them with u, remember? especially family. =]
and yeah..2 weeks is really fast.. we'll be back frm penang by then.. in fact, 14th we're already back!want some penang laksa? or har mee? haha.. can't waittt for u to come bak =]
v miss u! ( got missed us? :P)
try drinking some hot milo b4 sleeping, sometimes it helps =)
*fear
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